Here we are

These past few days, I guess, I have been very lost. You could describe it as 'sadness,' I suppose. I don't know. I just got back from a walk and I was thinking to myself, maybe it's because I am lonely. I have noticed that when I am not around people, my mind starts to wander. When I am not occupied, I get very anxious. The idea of school also gets me anxious. They only thing that makes me feel good is exercise, art, and sleep.

But now that school is in the mix, I don't know what is going to work. I am going to have to get myself into some kind of routine. Something to make me feel safe again.