Chem Lecture- 9:00AM to 9:50AM
Science Seminar- 12:00PM to 12:50PM
Chemistry Lab- 1:00PM to 3:50PM
Biology Lab- 6:00PM to 8:50PM
I am already feeling overwhelmed.
It's very easy to feel bombarded with all of this work. All of the deadlines they give you. And it's very easy to get anxious about what hasn't happened yet. "Am I going to understand what they talk about?" "How long am I going to have to study?" "Will I have time to do my other homework if I have to take extra time to study?" "Why can't I understand these concepts and other people can?"
I feel this overwhelming pressure now that I am paying for school. I just want to do the best that I can. And I'm not settling for less or second best.
My only trouble now is trying to find out how to not settle for second best while not feeling overwhelmed.
I can do it, it'll just take some time. But it's this feeling, this anxious feeling in my chest, in my gut, and in my head that makes me feel like I'm going insane.
So now I would like to say a prayer to the air, asking to give me all the strength it can to get me through this Wednesday.
Goodnight.
2 comments:
did you get through the wednesday now that it's Monday again?
AJ! When am I going to see you next? I miss you, and we never had that dinner that I just read about on my blog. i think I'm having a photoshoot this Saturday, wanna come along?
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